Hi! Sorry again about being inactive, I have had so much going on! I work 4-5 times a week, balancing classes, lax manager, sorority events, and so much more so my mind has been elsewhere! I found a new workout place that works for me and makes me feel AMAZING after! Its very very hard but it makes me feel so strong and empowered and I love it! I also got off birth control so my weight has been fluctuating and it has been good for my body but it's hard for me to tell if I am losing weight or not. Like I gained so much on the pill and now that I'm off, mentally I feel better but my body is like confused because I can't tell if I look super different. I have lost some weight in my legs and my arms but I'm not sure about anything else. I am trying my best to not body check or feel but I was feeling very confident off of the pill until I got my pre-period bloat which is making me question it all. My main focus right now is to prioritize working on my relationship with food ad my body because honestly, I am so tired of feeling like this. I am going to get burgers on Thursday with my friends family and I have been stressing about it since she asked me since burgers are my one of my fear foods. But everyday I am getting closer to a better mindset and relationship with my body and food so I want to finish it once and for all but that's not really possible.
But, with all that, motivate yourself. Put what you want to work on first, eat or try things that scare you, fuel your body, move your body, put YOURSELF first!!!
Love y'all!!!!
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